it’s a sad and painful thing no one can be trusted.
January 12th 2021
I’ve been crying the past few days, feeling the fact I don’t belong anywhere, it is all insignificant, my life isn’t fact, it isn’t necessary, it’s merely a replaceable piece, a broken piece. I thought I was okay, months ago when we were broken up and I was fucking the feelings away, but now there’s nothing, no healing surroundings, no work accomplished, no friends, no one to pull me out of this abyss of perpetual WHY. I know x^1000000000 yet how can I be so stupid, so ignorant, so base, so hateful, so misguided
