Nov 11th 13:27
So it’s been 5 weeks since I’ve seen Andrew, I stayed out with Kai, choosing him, and then 2 days later I get home from work and all his stuff is gone and there’s a note. I’ve been seeing Kai a lot, I feel like an idiot with him though, I thought I’d get better once Andrew left but I’m not doing my school work, my appetite has gone away and all I do is watch Grey’s. I know who I want to be, but I’m not her. Kai calls me “my love”, yet I’m just so reserved around him, he’s not super chatty either so we just stay quiet a lot and it makes me think he’s just with me because he cheated on his gf w/me and is trying with me to make it okay. He is so special though, thinking about him makes me squeal and happy to be away from Andrew. He says he likes me, like actually and I believe it. I’m in like with him.
